Dorothy L. Sayers
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I’ve been thinking about prayer recently. What it means, what it does, if my prayers are heard. The more I grow as a follower of Jesus and the more I wrestle with my faith and seek to understand it, often times the more mysterious (in a good way) it becomes.
Its kind of like this with prayer. The more I think about it, the more I try and understand it, the less I know about it. But as I understand less about how prayer works the more I realize how incredibly important it is.
How important it is to pray when you don’t feel like it, when you wonder what good it does, when you wonder if Anyone is listening.
I’m finding that is when it is all the more important to pray. To talk to Jesus. To ask him for help. To ask him to send his Spirit when you have no wind left in your sails. To talk to the God who is beyond all words.
The more I think about prayer, the more I think Frederick Buechner provided one of the best explanations of it in his novel, Godric:
“What’s prayer? It’s shooting shafts into the dark. What mark they strike, if any, who’s to say? It’s reaching for a hand you cannot touch. The silence is so fathomless that prayers like plummets vanish into the sea. You beg. You whimper. You load God down with empty praise. You tell him sins that he already knows full well. You seek to change his changeless will. Yet Godric prays the way he breathes, for else his heart would wither in his breast. Prayer is the wind that fills his sail. Else drift with witless tides. And sometimes, by God’s grace, a prayer is heard.”
Shooting shafts into the dark, and sometimes by God’s grace one of them being heard…
I don’t fully understand prayer, and I probably never will. But I am beginning to understand how incredibly important our prayers are, both to God and to the very life of our Spirit-filled existence.
Those are some of my (and Frederick Buechner’s) thoughts on prayer.
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